Saturday, April 3, 2010

College Lifeyyyyyyyyyyy :D


awwwwwwwwww! i already a college student! grrr so excited! hehe
im doing foundation in heath sciences and later, will futher in Bachelor of Pharmacy, twinning programe with La Trobe Uni , Australia (4+0) :) insya-Allah:) just wish me luck yah :D



life ? great, friends? MY GEE my convents girls still THE BEST :D
majority here is Indian and Chinese and Malay became the minority here
haha :D but yeah i manage to fit myself in the environment! awwwwwwww!

in any way, i still miss my Convents school like Hell
life here is all the same as school life
i still have to wear UNIFORM!
WTH!
ahhahaha but grrrr i love the uniform ;)
p/s : even it makes me look bigger :p
i still have to wear white school shoes by BATA! hahahaha
the only diffrence is i have to BUN my hair -.-''
and yeah i looks real BOOOOOOOOOOLAT :D
hahahaha :D but cute ape :p


i hope i can survive here for another 5years,
yeah
and for my friends, i hope all of you will also enjoy your college life, sooner or later ;)

Monday, March 1, 2010

i want you


i want that guy who lets me cry on his shoulder till his topis soacked with my tears n black mascara, i get drunk n vomit on his beloved shoes=)
but he doesnt care..
i want that guy who knows that when i say im fine..

actually im not!!!
i want the guy who automaticly smile when i walk to him n stops whatever he was doing just to kiss me...

i want the guy who trusted me n let me being friends n doesnt get jeles cause he know i only loves him...

i want the guy who calles me bby...
i want the guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot!


i want the guy who never mind if my hair is a messy coz in his
eyes im beautifull anyways..

i want the guy who listens to me randomly bout anythng..
i want the guy who kisses me in the rain....
i want the guy who lends me his jacket when im cold..
i want the guy who tells his mates he miss me.
i want the guy who stays on the phone to me when i sad
even if i say nothing!
i want the guy who know when i says stupid things.

i dont mean them.
i want the guy who lets me fall asleep in his arms when im tired..
i want the guy who looks deep into my eyes kisses me and say
i love u....

dear DIARY





DEAR DAIRY,
i love him..
i love the way he look at me,makes me blush..
wishing every morning i can get it kissing frm he,and ask him,
do u love me today???=)
even i already know the aswers...it should be YES,
and hopefully always be YES..

DEAR DAIRY,
i love him so much...
i just wanna be with him..is it wrong dairy..?
i'm tired being a nice person,
when afternoon i hope can seeing he pure face. ;p
i'm gonna telling him,never leave me yay..and honestly
i'll kill u if u do dat..=)

DEAR DAIRY,
i love him so much than everthing..
at the night,i must kiss him b4 i go to bed.
but i dun want closed my eyes,couse i want to see him all the time..
then tomorrow i would like ask him a same questions and tell him i'll always love u...

AWAKE



If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.
You are falling love with my immaturity,
my constant need to feel loved and appreciated,
my overactive tear ducts,
my internet obsession,
my tendency to be too clingy.
You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams,
and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart.
If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you,
the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day.
You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say,
and the way I blush when people ask me about you.
But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

waiting (:


Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. and most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong. (:

SORRY FRIEND

it hurts for me when my own bestfriend hurts his/her own love
i should say FUCK OFF to this
so babby, sorry
i cant crown you as my bestie anymore
adiosa

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

The 1st Date :D 240110

yes! 24th Jan 2010, my 1st date with a very handsome guy, Muhd Tarmizi :D
hahaha yes he's very fascinating kan? yawww! hahahaha
p/s : 1st date not 1st met ok, haha

pagi : senggugut! boleh? tym tym macam ni senggugut! urrrrrrrrh sabar banyak banyak ok!

tengahari : senggugt je lagi tapi buat buat x senggugut, hahahaahha 12pm i gerak ke ktm kajang!

petang : pulang

boleh x tulis tu je? hahahahahhahahaha blog i suke ati i laah, hahahahaha


date : kesian Mizzi, teman i shopping je kan sayang? Phenomenal Boutique, Nicchi, Zara, Xixili, Giordano, Body Glove, Secret Recipe, Big Apple, hahahahaha n Mizzi, setia follow i,

this baju? haaa Nicchi, RM49.90.hahaahha and i, dah beli dah pun :D
p/s : Bella! i ada tengok baju yang you tengok tu! lawa! kat Nicchi jugak en en? hahaha

lunch di Secret Recipe, Chicken Cordon Bleu, yawww! i suke cheese die! damnnnn yummy :D
hahahahaha

makan lagi? hahahaha then kami ke Big Apple and melantak Say Cheese and Alien :D hahah no lah, ingt i gile ke? tapau je bawak balik utk ibu, and Mizii tapau utk Shera, kan sayang?

and yang paling best! kami melawat Higher Education Fair hahahahahahahaha impressed tak ????
yawwwwww! i usha Taylor College dll :D
puassss hati, balik berlakon kat ibu, macam suci la kan :p
hahaahaaa

tak nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! urrrrh muke xnak lepaskan Mizzi, boleh? hahaha rase nak bawak masuk beg bawak balik,
hahaha naseb baek x muat en :p

sebelum balik tu,
boleh tetibe kawan myspace i text cakap die kat Mid jugak
so we met about 30sec,
hahahahaha kejap je, salam hye hye bye bye alam , dan pulang
hahahaha Riza, thanx 4 d met
Mizzi, thanx 4 d wonderfull SUNDAY (:

Friday, January 22, 2010

is The New Chapter Begin or is this the way The Story End?

harini, 8 bulan dah i single, i such hurts
how much pain you left on me
it so unfair for me
but nothing left for me to put a blame
matter fact,
you happy with you life
happy with you girlfriend
and me?
yeah im ready (:
im ready for a new relationship
Mizzi,
i think thats you

*is The New Chapter Begin or is this The Story End? *

Mizzi, thanx
you heal my pain so much
i cant describe how much i appreciate you in my life
you shed my tears away
you draw a smile on my ugly face
i love the way you stare at me
i love to hear you voice saying SORRY
i love the way you touched me (:
my day glimmering when im with you (:

not to deny
your too much fascinated for me
thanx 4 everything(:

Mizzi, i like you, i love you, i want you (:
be myne (:
pleassseeeee :D
haha yeah im waiting and counting for 25th Jan (:
i hope you crown your words (:

hurrrm what else to say?
about Mr. I ?
hahaha can i be very frank now?
LOL
i still put my eye on him
i like him
just the way i like My Sugar, Mizzi
but always remember
LOVING doesnt meas OWNING
LOVING does mean see the one we love live happily (:
i cant describe the words how much im happy to see him in her girl's arm
i admit sometimes jealousy playing around
but my heart keep saying the word
HE'S HAPPY (:


zafirah gila, admit ada new bf tapi confess minat other guy!
haha
Mizzi,
he know me well
he'll understand (:
ilysugarmokmok! :D

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Avelanche

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made mountain that we've made
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes all of our mistakes
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If you only knew, Why my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? Where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?

We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in, by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in no
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made mountain that we've made
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes all of our mistakes
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If you only knew, Why my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? Where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?

The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit quickly, quickly
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far, apart now?

If you only knew, Why my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? Where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?