i want you

i want that guy who lets me cry on his shoulder till his topis soacked with my tears n black mascara, i get drunk n vomit on his beloved shoes=)
but he doesnt care..

i want that guy who knows that when i say im fine..

actually im not!!!

i want the guy who automaticly smile when i walk to him n stops whatever he was doing just to kiss me...

i want the guy who trusted me n let me being friends n doesnt get jeles cause he know i only loves him...

i want the guy who calles me bby...

i want the guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot!

i want the guy who never mind if my hair is a messy coz in his

eyes im beautifull anyways..

i want the guy who listens to me randomly bout anythng..

i want the guy who kisses me in the rain....

i want the guy who lends me his jacket when im cold..

i want the guy who tells his mates he miss me.

i want the guy who stays on the phone to me when i sad

even if i say nothing!

i want the guy who know when i says stupid things.

i dont mean them.

i want the guy who lets me fall asleep in his arms when im tired..

i want the guy who looks deep into my eyes kisses me and say

i love u....

dear DIARY

DEAR DAIRY,
i love him..
i love the way he look at me,makes me blush..
wishing every morning i can get it kissing frm he,and ask him,
do u love me today???=)
even i already know the aswers...it should be YES,
and hopefully always be YES..

DEAR DAIRY,
i love him so much...
i just wanna be with him..is it wrong dairy..?
i'm tired being a nice person,
when afternoon i hope can seeing he pure face. ;p
i'm gonna telling him,never leave me yay..and honestly
i'll kill u if u do dat..=)

DEAR DAIRY,
i love him so much than everthing..
at the night,i must kiss him b4 i go to bed.
but i dun want closed my eyes,couse i want to see him all the time..
then tomorrow i would like ask him a same questions and tell him i'll always love u...

AWAKE

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.

You are falling love with my immaturity,

my constant need to feel loved and appreciated,

my overactive tear ducts,

my internet obsession,

my tendency to be too clingy.

You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams,

and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you,

the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day.

You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say,

and the way I blush when people ask me about you.

But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

waiting (:

Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. and most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong. (:

SORRY FRIEND

it hurts for me when my own bestfriend hurts his/her own love
i should say FUCK OFF to this
so babby, sorry
i cant crown you as my bestie anymore
adiosa